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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 22, 2008 17:57:56 GMT -5
Made good progress today on flying..mostly due to God opening my eyes through a movie I watched. It feels like your losing balance at first..or maybe I'm losing my mind =P
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 25, 2008 17:40:33 GMT -5
You cannot serve two masters. You either server reality or only what you see now. Let your visualizations replace what you can only see now. (Open your Eyes)
(Just another observation while practicing..)
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 30, 2008 23:13:39 GMT -5
Speaking my mind here guys so please pardon me for anything bad I might say..
Right now I'm just so depressed..so mad at governments and greedy people in power. How they screw everyone over, those fricking ****ers. I'm also mad at the psionic community how they only focus on moving pieces of paper, pens, coke cans and other small objects. Like Jesus said "Oh you of little faith!" We look at the dirt in front of us when there is a sky above us, if only we looked at it. I'm pissed..at how this forum is inactive and users aren't sharing their views and experiences. Are we practicing so we can blow a move a piece of paper, heal a headache or do some other non useful stuff or do we want to fly, move mountains, do what is just and right, materialize objects, time travel and more? Or are we just wasting our time!? If we want to get some powers we must do what others have never mentioned or done! For crying out loud, lets abandon their techniques that have only led them to small acts of power - they are really just .. in a weird sense cheap duplications or lame understandings of the real truth. If you told people that visualizations were just meant to make them believe, it would smash peoples views!
I feel alone yet correct in my standing. Is anyone with me?
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Post by alfaalex101 on Nov 4, 2008 18:39:43 GMT -5
Another theory of how this all may work. This one seems very solid.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Nov 14, 2008 1:36:38 GMT -5
Well, I didn't have any head phones to listen to my music so I thought: "Hey, I know everything is possible! Why not I try having the music play in my mind and I actually HEAR it!" So I tried it for a while...on and off and well today..I was trying it then I started hearing something. It sounded like a room of people whistling and it being at night time I was like "WTF WTF WTF WTF IS THIS?!" (It's scarier than you think guys..especially at night time) I thought that there are only two..three things that could be happenning right now: (They are ordered in which ones I thought of first) 1) I'm going crazy 2) There is a demon screwing my mind over 3) I'm beginning to do it Its weird but I'm looking into it. I can't hear anything right now but only when I focus hard..earnestly trying to hear ..actually HEAR the music do I hear the whistles. I'm thinking they are the beginnings of electric signals that are sent to the mind to interpret into sound/music. I highly recommend everyone to try this out, maybe not at night. I've only had three practice periods..less than 20 minutes over the past two months mostly because this wasn't that huge of a concern/priority in my psionic wish list Thats all for today..
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Post by alfaalex101 on Dec 9, 2008 22:10:22 GMT -5
I finally got movement on the marker I was working with. I'm so glad. Words cannot express, actually they did in the form of (FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY<<and other all caps words) but it was the work of God and me making a mind map finding out how TK works. More on that later. Actually right now. No amount of proof will convince us it is possible. The only thing that will work is if we believe in ourselves. Paul saw Jesus in real life walking on water and he started sinking. We need to believe in ourselves, and say YES to the visualization, saying YES I have this ability - I just need to accept it. Let the truth replace the "No I can't do it." which is just fear/doubt which we all have. I hope this is a major step in the development of the psionic community and in saving a few men from the end of times.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Dec 16, 2008 13:18:30 GMT -5
Successfuly did aerokinesis yesterday on a "House for Sale" sign swinging on a windy day. Stopped the wind in the whole area (my street). I felt really happy afterwards : )
(yes it consistantly stayed still)
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Post by alfaalex101 on Dec 26, 2008 9:44:23 GMT -5
Been working on some more telekinesis. It all starts with faith, relearning what you lost and growing in confidence/realizing for yourself that this stuff is real - oh and of course TONNES of patience/perseverence. Still working on it.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Dec 26, 2008 22:57:58 GMT -5
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Post by alfaalex101 on Jan 26, 2009 22:58:34 GMT -5
Practiced some TK. I'm pre-occupied with my work in school right now, but I'm still practicing a bit. I used to view as telekinesis and visualization as something to CONVINCE you to believe..as if it is brainwashing you.....but I'm trying right now to see it more as eliminating a weakness I have..doubt. Wrapping my arms around all my doubt, and focusing on the truth which will eliminate doubt. Every single doubt, I want to attack. The larger the object, the more doubt I'll be grabbing out of me. I hope I stay consistent with practice because honestly I've been very doubtful I'll ever move anything but the fact that this force (telekinesis) is real, very powerful and within my grasp is what keeps me thinking about it. People have spent years moving small things like psi wheels, toothpicks and coke cans...but with the right mindset you can lift a car in less than a tenth of that time. Amazing. Just don't let it fall into the wrong hands....
I'm working on snapping a metallic sthingy, the tip where much force is needed. The problem is I don't know why I want to do telekinesis. No idea. I think it may be because I want to be accepted by society - respected. Be cool. I don't need telekinesis, God gave me enough and his love is sufficient IF I follow him. Maybe its a lust for power. I don't need power. I only think that in the near future or in some dangerous situation I might need to unleash my powers. Maybe when the world is going to end, when an accident is going to happen or when my life is in danger. But fear isn't a healthy motivator. Pain is a good motivator, but God can handle it. A desire would be a good motivator - but I don't need the power. Maybe the reason why I don't practice as often as I would is because I don't practice in the right way so I may be able to see my progress. Who knows. Ideally I'd like to save people's lives with my powers. Maybe that could be a long term goal/dream. Who knows. Maybe I don't know what I'm missing until it arrives, maybe I have to struggle with this then I'll see how amazing it is rather than moving pens (okay that was awesome too).
Enough babbling, have to go study for my exam tomorrow.
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Post by Drynal on Feb 3, 2009 11:42:40 GMT -5
I found One of the keys to this whole Telekinesis thing. Its about connecting and linking with the object at hand.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Feb 7, 2009 23:10:32 GMT -5
I found another key today When you say something is true, you have to say something else is false! All along I was trying to accept telekinesis...while still believing it is fake. Sort of like serving two masters. Once I recognized that I was lied to, that telekinesis is weak and fake - and I slowly started overcoming it by choice, ignoring the LIES being spewed at me CONSTANTLY - I finally got some progress down just ignoring those lies and focusing on the truth/visualization! Did some big swirls on the pendulum and got some movement when it was suspended from an object. Epic run on sentence
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Post by alfaalex101 on Feb 10, 2009 13:56:26 GMT -5
Had some good success doing telepathy today. Got two good results in a row from a skeptic (who I think was half interested and half trying to mock/prove me wrong infront of some people) on telepathy. THANK YOU GREEN TRIANGLE AND BLUE CIRCLE! =D
I just knew that he was getting it (the shape) - it was the truth. I was sender he was receiver. He had a definite feeling it was a blue circle and green triangle.
That's all for now!
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Post by alfaalex101 on Feb 19, 2009 8:42:28 GMT -5
Had an amazing time with my friend (a psionic beginner..well..actually skeptic) practicing telepathy. We had consistant results using these combination of shapes: circle, triangle, square, trapazoid, octagon, red, green, blue, white and black (and sometimes yellow) Sometimes the transmittion would be INSTANT (yellow triangle) and I'd think it was my mind jumping to conclusions but no it wasn't...
I also noticed that I was going seriously more crazy. Because telepathy helps you visualize an image/message being transmitted and already BEING there in the persons mind (which it is) - I don't know...it's like...(sigh) I'm checking my back everytime I walk home like I'm paranoid and at night time I don't look at any dark areas and consistantly think a white face (like scream) will be laying somewhere or a hand will reach out somewhere. Those are very common ghost encounters but...yea I'm going a little nuts since I've been doing telepathy.
That and I was getting a little back into flaring and I got a small green spark and some other small lines - still...it's an on and off kind of thing which is seriously annoying me. I also made some strong psi balls -..didn't use any techniques - just the one that I was being lied to that a psi ball can't contain or grow that much energy and I ended up having one get stronger and stronger..anyways...I'm overwhelmed with my work..
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Post by alfaalex101 on Feb 22, 2009 16:19:25 GMT -5
Made some massive progress today with telekinesis cleaning my head and strengthening it that I can levitate and move at will a metallic wrist watch. My head is hurting (good sign ) and I can feel that confidence I once had coming back to me. It's becoming clear again
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