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Post by alfaalex101 on Jul 13, 2008 20:08:43 GMT -5
Did a crazy flare today. I just looked up the definition of belief which is "an assumed truth". So I made a psi ball with my left hand and OMG...blue haze in the middle with whispy blue lines moving in and about with white lines just flashing then disappearing. Fricking crazy. I'm so excited I actually interrupted it and went to my log to type this up!!!
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Post by alfaalex101 on Jul 20, 2008 14:14:52 GMT -5
I've come to the sad realization that the world is ending. From the news I've seen and the corruption that has been exposed in government activities - we need to start preparing to live in the wild. Do not laugh, unless you would like to be enslaved. Enslaved is the exact word and if you don't believe me just go back 4 years ago in New York where people were horded like fish being caugh into fish nets and being put into Little Guantanamo (Pier 57). I am now seriously considering jumping to "advanced" techniques like materialization (food) and teleportation. We KNOW that size doesn't matter and that we can do ANYTHING. We can move mountains, I have made lightning strike somewhere. If we really do not start using our powers for practical purposes then our lives will be that much harder if we choose to resist the New World Order and remain free men. video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1070329053600562261
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Psinoob
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Post by Psinoob on Jul 20, 2008 17:12:28 GMT -5
... you've got to be kidding me...
Ok, I don't think that all the paople of the world will be enslaved. Or that psions will be forced to suddenly use their abilities to escape capture. Even so, do you think that an enslaved country would last long. A rebel organization would be formed immediatly and a civil war would break out.
But you are right on how our world is crumbling. But when do expect all this to happen? Tomorrow? A week from now? 2012? Please, if something like this were to happen, it would be well past our lifetime.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Jul 30, 2008 15:21:05 GMT -5
Pissed...well..pissed that telekinesis is hard. Its hard finding the right way to practice it because its perfect practice which makes perfect, not practice makes perfect. Its just so hard. I'm trying not to lose faith. Right now I remember an article written that as soon as you master the psi wheel you should jump to a 25lb object. At first it sounded absurd but it makes sense. You KNOW telekinesis is real and so anything is possible so moving a heavy object would be so much more beneficial than moving a light object because it would reinforce your knowledge more! I'm still hitting myself for stalling a bit after being able to move a pen. I'm going to keep trying but gosh I need some help. Me and my stubborn and unbelieving mind. I'm just mad - thats all I can say. It takes a lot out of you.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Aug 10, 2008 22:43:06 GMT -5
Very depressed. Pissed that my mind won't believe anymore. Maybe I'm thinking the wrong way. Maybe I'm seeing "Believing" as faith in something that is fake. I've tried using "waking up to reality" but "common sense" keeps throwing the same old garbage at me that all of this is fake..............................................
(SIGH)
God I just want to find the right way to practice this stuff.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Aug 11, 2008 9:57:42 GMT -5
What fuels your faith? I asked my question right after watching a telekinesis video. It really gave me faith watching the video and I felt a lot better doing telekinesis (My mind was really light, free and without doubt - they way it was when I last did telekinesis). Maybe we need something we can depend on or trust? Like, when I moved a phone..lol..I was kind of quietly shouting "TRUST!!" "TRUST IT!!!!!" but it was only a budge and nothing significant. So my point is ... should we find something we can trust? I trust a video. I trust people that have done it before and encourage me ... well...duno because I've done it before so why the heck do I not even trust myself?!? Maybe we should somehow...find a way to TRUST something in order to gain faith!! Here, try this out. Watch this video then immidiatly after try moving something using telekinesis on the "believing/faith" technique. This is the video that encouraged me. www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDW0qgYyUeo
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Post by alfaalex101 on Aug 28, 2008 21:57:49 GMT -5
Practicing as usual. Some progress in phyrokinesis although its unconfirmed whether what I was feeling was truly strong heat or just my mind. The goal is to reprogram my mind's reality (which is what it believes).
The truth will set me free.
I'm also trying to motivate myself to practice harder for psionic self defense. My beloved Toronto is getting worse and worse. People will come up to you for no fricking reason and try to roughen you up just because you looked the wrong way. I'm thinking of telekinetic attacks or fire balls. Sounds funny or what not but its a reality I need to face now and for the near future. I hate it how we use these powers in their most utter basic forms (ex. "I use telekinesis to move a piece of paper!!^^) or (I can put out a flame on a match with my mind!) I wish we could stop screwing around, start believing and start achieving. The lack of disbelief resounds through so many forums. Simply look at a single thread that shows photographic or video proof and it will be a hot thread!!! Jeeze. Anyways, I'm going to keep practicing and keep opening up to the truth.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Aug 29, 2008 12:26:35 GMT -5
Trying out some subliminal software right now. Its so freaky!!! =S FTW? ?
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Post by alfaalex101 on Sept 3, 2008 15:28:53 GMT -5
Having some hard times doing telekinesis....but I'm starting to develop a telekinesis technique. Not really a technique but a way of looking at telekinesis which will allow us to free our minds.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Sept 6, 2008 10:32:29 GMT -5
A cool way to look at telekinesis.
You gun is faith Your bullet is visualization Your target is doubt
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Post by alfaalex101 on Sept 14, 2008 12:07:35 GMT -5
Progressing in telekinesis!
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 4, 2008 19:47:52 GMT -5
Felt vibrating when trying to teleport.
A great quote I stumbled apon at my school, I forget exactly what it said but its message was that you cannot know unless you experience. Experience is visualizations, smell, touch, reality and "know" is the ultimate form of belief so I guess the thing is to come as close as possible to the experience of teleporting, telekinesis, phyrokinesis, etc through visualizations! I'm trying that approach and I've been getting progress of it on my side, and I tested it on a friend. He reported a headache which is a correct result (when beginning in that case telekinesis)
Aside from that I'm getting a little lazy with telekinesis or psionics in general. I need a boost. I need a reason I guess. Maybe I just think that I'll never achieve this powers? Am I doing this only to be popular or have some fun? I don't know..but I'm going to ask God to protect me and try teleportation. I watched Jumper the other day and it really inspired me to try it out.
EDIT: If I do not post on this forum that I am leaving or WHATEVER then it is safe to assume that I am dead. I'm serious.
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 11, 2008 21:29:32 GMT -5
I'm very worried about my psionic progress because I'm largely unmotivated now. I used to be practicing at least 40 minutes a day and I'd be eager to practice (even liked it!) but now I'm so unmotivated. I have no idea why. Maybe I don't need super powers. Maybe I don't believe I can move anything significant. Maybe I don't think I can get back to actually moving objects. These days my practices are widely spaced and nothing has moved (telekinesis) in months. I know this is real (duh) but I'm not sure why I'm so lazy with it. I really don't know why. Guys can you help me please? Thank you Now..I'm going to watch my telekinesis video..maybe I can grasp some hope that I can get back to where I used to be and go beyond moving big objects. I actually..lol..want to use it on my bike so I'll go faster than cars THAT and I got that 720p camera. High definition flaring! Just need to do a flare without being nervous that a camera is watching!! =X
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 17, 2008 10:28:35 GMT -5
You cannot force faith
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Post by alfaalex101 on Oct 20, 2008 21:46:46 GMT -5
Depressed..but knowing that God loves me pulls me right out of my depression. HE LOVES ME!!!! =D Despite all my worries, failures and faults he loves me and wants THE BEST FOR ME, he will NEVER EVER abandone me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a guy!!! : ) I need to remember that he wants the best for me, he wants better than the best in my life. He wants me to live it differently, to see things differently, catch what others miss. Thank You God!!! Thank you Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I had to say it out loud!! : ) That and I had an appifany with telekinesis and all this. I'm not going to give it away but the answer can be found in the movie: pleasantville and has to do with a philosopher named Plato. The answer just wowed me and everything came together. EVERYTHING. I'm so happy now I just need to get my but going and "break out of the mold!!!" That and I did some sick/nice flaring yesterday..just a little between the fingers. Really cool. Almost..just almost got some solid colors.
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